Before I start, let me apologize in advance for my grammar, my punctuation, and my spelling.  So, sorry for everything that I will be posting.  Sorry!

I have been wanting to dedicate something to my dog for a while.  It has been almost two years since his passing and thinking of him always makes me tear up and my heart ache.  I miss him every day.  He was my best friend, my soulmate, and my constant companion.  Though he lived to be the ripe old age of 17, I still feel guilty that I wasn’t able to help him live longer and sad that I couldn’t fend off death. I was sad that there will not be another day that I could wake up to hold him and see his silly face.

My little man.  Miss you tons!

When he passed, I was lost. I didn’t know what to do with the extra time I used to reserve for our daily routine.   I was in bed hugging a jacket he would wear all the time.   I didn’t shower for days!  I cried for weeks.  I kept replaying the audio of my session with an animal communicator (my last attempt to make sure that saying goodbye was the best thing for me to do). I was crazy.  But alas, there was no denying that letting him go was what he needed and keeping him would be selfish.

Anyway, here I am trying to honor him by putting up little tidbits about dogs and other dog related things.  I now have a new little rascal that I’ve adopted from a rescue and he’s teaching me new things everyday (whether I want to or not).  He’s the total opposite in personality than my old guy, but there is one thing they both have in common and it is spunk and joy for life.  I hope you guys will be enjoying my post.  Live and love like there is no tomorrow!

     New man in my life.